Monday, February 18, 2013

Mel Eats Weird Stuff

So here's a preview for our new web series about eating weird foods from around the world.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Questions requiring Answers

Every once in a while I like to do little Q&A things for this site. People want to know things! So I share the things! Here are some of the questions asked by amazing people via my facebook page. I'll answer them in the order which they were received. I hope this doesn't get out of hand...

Q: Will you marry me?
A: No, no I will not. That escalated quickly. Haha. Seriously though, aside from me not knowing you at all, I believe that marriage is a dated institution. No matter how long a relationship, I don't think marriage is necessary.

Q: Do you know the muffin man?
A: Not personally. I'm pretty sure I've eaten his relatives though.

Q: What is the airspeed velocity of an unladen swallow
A: (approx.) 24 mph for the European swallow, apparently. You know how to use google, right?

Q: When is cheese yet?
A: Uh...When aged while?

Q: When will the debut of MEWS take place?
A: For those that haven't been following my posts on the ol' Facebeast, I've been working on a new video series called "Mel eats weird stuff". It's where myself and friends eat strange and unique foods from around the world, some good, some bad. I was going to do a formal post here, but since it's been asked I may as well just let you know now. MEWS will be debuting some time early next month, probably. Maybe even before then. I wanted to time the release with the episode of the web series "Wreckless Eating" where I was a guest for the main show. We ate some pretty terrible stuff. In addition to my show doing food reviews, there will also be trips to local foreign shops, events, and even cooking tutorials. I hope you all tune in to see what's cookin'!

Q: Have you ever played Metal Arms: Glitch in the System?
A: Nope. 

Q: Would you ever do the Harlem Shake?
A: Yes, yes I would. The real question should be, would Sammy (the hedgehog) do the Harlem Shake? I don't think he has many friends so I'm not sure how that might work. 

Q: Which is your favorit pixal art that u have done?
A: This is tough because I've done so many, with various applications. I'd have to say that I really enjoy doing the kirby power-up panels. I think the rustic "MIX" power up pixel art was neat. I also like that Amigo sprite that I made recently. No one bought it, but I kind of wanted to keep it for myself anyways. It's a win-win. On the other hand, my favorite piece of game-related art work I've done was my Katamari Damacy painting entitled "The Smallest Prince", followed closely by those Okami Den brush-god figures that I made. I sold them as a set. Recently I learned how to make molds for the clay that I use so I might end up making a bunch more of them in the near future. 

Q: Ever get turned on sexually by a game or a specific character?    
A: GIANT FIGHTING ROBOTS j/k. This question is funny, because the answer is no, because they are not real. There aren't that many video game characters that are that attractive...wait, I take that back...Snake is hot...Wesker is also hot. Hmmm...that's all I can think of for right now. I don't usually think of game characters like that. Haha. 
edit: Also, Pyramid Head...

Q: Out of the next gen consoles and looking at prices and specs etc, do you think that PC gaming is a making a comeback as the forerunner of the market?
A: Absolutely! The console market has really been dropping the ball as of lately. I think that right now, they're in a position where they're running around, not sure what to do. They keep playing the market like it's the same that it was 10 years ago, which it isn't. They need to stop focusing on their hardware as much, and get back to making games. I think that Sony and Nintendo should stop making consoles, and just stick to games. I think that Microsoft doesn't need another console. I think that it would be much simpler if there were just one universal gaming console, the PC gets pretty close with the exception of exclusives of course. Maybe if there were just one, ever growing console, we might be able to see some better games. The people will choose what games succeed and fail, not the companies that make them and pour too much into their marketing campaigns while their product suffers. 

Q: What do you love most about food?
A: Flavours! Seriously, the phrase "variety is the spice of life" is completely 100% true when applied to food. You need food to survive, so why not make it one of the most enjoyable things imaginable? You know, since you're going to be eating anyways. Every new food is a new experience. I think that's what I find so exciting about it. What do I love most about food? That it's food!

Q: Mel The Office Gamer Girl: The Game...would it be platform, RPG, or sandbox? And what would the premise be?
A: It would be a education game/simulator. You would go around finding characters from obscure games and reuniting them with their creators, then going around telling people about said games. Conversational bits with each of the characters would determine the outcome of their part of the story depending on how you answer questions, etc. There would be mini games based on those games/characters. You could also go to an arcade in-game to play some classics. There would also be some mini games involving food with mini history lessons and cultural trivia attached. I think there would also be some tools like a notepad for taking notes (on games, food, etc), a sketch book for the hell of it, and a system where you could stamp off each of the games you've played or foods you've eaten. Also, there would be patterns included for bead spriting, because I said so. This game would probably be on a handheld system or see a small release cross-platform.    

Q: If you were an 8bit character who would you be? 
A: Dry bones. You can smash me all you want but I'll still get back up.

Q: What do you think cultivated your love of cooking?
A: Well, growing up, I didn't get the chance to eat a lot of different foods. My 'family' (if you could even call it that) grew up poor. Food bank food is no good, and you'd have to get creative with it. When I was in middle school is when I started working. I used the money I earned to purchase ingredients to work with, mainly because I was curious to what I'd been missing out on. It was also around that time that I found an interest in Asian cultures and cuisine. I would check out books from the library and try the recipes that I found to see if they were any good. They were! Later on I met a lot of wonderful people, including exchange students that became some of my best friends back then. I was one of those nerds that would get picked on a lot at school and so, you know, those types of kids usually end up sticking together. I learned a lot from them and some of them even taught me how to cook some of the dishes I know today. Ever since then I've always enjoyed food, cooking, and new flavours, it's only now that I'm getting to share that with anyone who wants to share the experience. :)

Thanks to everyone who asked questions! If you have additional questions you'd like answered, send 'em to mtogg@live.com.

Also, if you dig my pixel art, be sure to grab a piece over at Pixel Art Paradise.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Regarding Girl Gamers

  
Disclaimer
This article is to discuss the role of female gamers and women in the gaming industry in general. It's aim is to be an introduction for those that may not be so familiar with the topic. I'm writing this article for a number of reasons. The first reason being I've had a few people ask me my take on the subject, to which at the time I didn't have a response because I don't see people according to gender, labels, and stereotypes. But since I've got a voice, I may as well use it to discuss various topics related to the subject at hand, in fact it may even be my responsibility to do so. The second reason for writing this article is that I've been inspired to do so by conversing with a couple of influential people, and by recent events that I've witnessed lately regarding women in gaming, some good, some bad. We will get to that, but first let me introduce myself. My name is Melissa. My online persona is “Mel the Office Gamer Girl”. I didn't choose to call myself “gamer girl” for the fact that I'm a gamer girl, but because it was a joke between myself and friends, a sort of tongue-in-cheek reference, not to be taken seriously. I play video games, I make video game-related art. I write video game reviews, articles, and host various local events as well as participate in game-related charities. That's pretty much all there is to know about me as far as the gaming aspect is concerned. Let's get this started then...

Introduction

When you hear the words “gamer girl” what do you think of? If you're someone of sound mind, it shouldn't mean anything other than a girl who plays video games. It's that simple. Unfortunately, in the industry, in online discussion, among marketing departments, among supposed feminists, among both male and female gamers it has become known as a label, often carrying many meanings and implications. I will try to divide this article up by trying my best to explain the different “types” of gamer girls, how they're seen by other groups, the biases held against them, and their own strengths and weaknesses. I will end this article with an explanation of how I think we can go about eliminating some of the differences and how we should go about promoting unity among gamers in general, regardless of gender.

Girl Gamers

The first category I'd like to take a look at is the one that places all the females together. According to recent marketing research from various sources, the same amount of both men and women play games today. 50/50. No joke. They're equal as far as marketing, purchasing, and playing goes. It wasn't always like that though, not in the console scene anyways. There were more guys than girls playing video games on consoles 10, 20 years ago even. I recently saw a video online where some girl was going on about how it was like that even back in the days of video arcades. That's not true. Just as many women as men frequented arcades in the golden age of gaming. It wasn't until consoles came along that there was more of a gender gap in gaming. I'm not exactly sure how or why this was in the initial stages of the home console market, but some people attribute it to the games being mostly marketed towards boys in general. But who is to say that women didn't also find those advertisements appealing? Was anyone asking them? And what of those women that claim that advertisements should have been geared more towards women? I believe that is a matter of opinion influenced by your perceived role in society, which YOU chose to adhere to. I'm getting a little bit ahead of myself, but let's take a look at this group that I've sort of hinted at...

The Pseudo-Feminist Gamer Movement

There are girls who take pride in being girl gamers, and that's fine, but what isn't fine is attacking men in the process, or attacking society as a whole and playing the role of victim. This may sound too straight forward for many females to handle, but that's probably because they might find themselves identifying with this particular group. They are a bunch that choose to seek attention in the media or elsewhere demanding change in the industry, in games, character designs, etc, because they are deemed as inappropriate or sexually objectifying (oh femi-buzzwords!) women. Often times they fail to look at the whole situation, they often disregard conversing about gaming in general (for example gameplay mechanics, story, music, etc) and choose to pick out bits to create meaningless arguments about. They do so under the guise of self-righteous, self-entitled, often ill informed victims of their own devices. At the forefront of this terrible movement is a girl named Anita Sarkeesian. She has a degree in communication studies, which supposedly was to get into media and television, but when she talks about feminism it's extremely conservative and man-bashing. She sounds like a kid who got through school by the books without thinking for themselves and is just regurgitating popular opinion to gain a larger following. Hers, by the way, is something like a confused cult. She started her “career” as the face of the feminist gaming revolution by starting a Kickstarter project for a web series based on her arguments about the objectification of women in gaming. She raised over $150,000 and months later, no videos were to be seen what-so-ever. She then used the angry backlash of gamers as fuel to gain mainstream attention to further push her bullshit agenda. We don't need people like this in gaming. It's easy to see that she knows what she's doing to manipulate the media to get what she wants and really has no respect nor any real compassion for either male nor female gamers. On the subject of feminism in general, I'd like to say that, while there are different types, groups, etc, the main root of feminism is for equal rights, for both genders. It's not to demonize one over the other, or for women to use as an excuse to be lazily passive about social progress, while failing to empower people, both genders included. While she may have a degree in communications, I myself am only a couple credits away from a double major in sociology and psychology, and I know the difference. As an educated individual, why doesn't she? Why doesn't this group? Why are they so offended by designs of women in games? Sure, some characters may be over-sexualized, but these games are made by men (and women) who find the allure of the female body something to be enjoyed (by both genders no less!) and it sells. If any women find this offensive, then they don't have to play said games. No one is forcing them to. And it's their responsibility as decent human beings to logically think before assuming, and acting on emotions. I think they just like to hear themselves talk and maybe they get a high from their ego-feeding, false self-identity forming, petty hatred. Whatever the reason, they also have a problem with the next group I'd like to discuss...

Booth Babes, Models and Cosplayers

There's nothing wrong with being a fan of video games and dressing up as your favorite characters. There's also nothing wrong with modeling as a profession. It's just a job. If that job calls for the models to also dress as characters, they do it, it's a paycheck. The group in the previous paragraph says that models are objectified (I'm guessing that they're also the same conservative folk that think that pornography is objectification. Sex is a part of life, deal with it). These women are not objectifying themselves. If they're professional they understand their job, they understand that they took upon themselves to do said job. They take responsibility for their own actions. It's not their responsibility to cater to your own insecurities. Some other gamers, both men and women, say that they do it for the attention, or that they might not be fans of games. Why does that matter to you as a gamer? How does that affect you personally? It doesn't. Go back to playing your games. Some of these women are fans, some of them aren't. Either way, it's fine. They are a part of the community too and should be respected as people, regardless of their supposed level of fandom. And hey, some of these girls look damn good doing what they do! You all just keep doing what you're doing. Speaking of people who like attention and may or may not be fans, let's not forget about...

Geek Chic and “Fake” Gamer Girls

This one applies to both male and female gamers, but it seems that females seem to do it more than men (though they do it to). I'm not sure when it became the 'cool thing' to like games, but there seems to have been an influx of what people are calling “fake gamers” in the gaming community. People who pretend to be nerds, gamers, geeks, whatever, because it's fashionable. I won't say that it's wrong, because it's not my place to say so. And neither is it the place of other gamers or nerds in general. Again, who cares and how is it affecting you, really? I don't care either way, but just wanted to point it out because it's apparently a thing that exists. Also it goes to show the hypocrisy that exists in the realms of gaming fandom. Let's get into the nicer part of girls in the gaming industry...

Female Pro-Gamers

This is really where female gamers shine. When it comes to professional or competitive gaming, yes, there are more men, but there are girls who game competitively as well. Sometimes these women will get harassed by guys, but guys also get harassed by guys too. The difference between female competitive gamers as opposed to the gamer girls stated above is that they don't let gender-based insults get to them. They are there to play, hardcore, competitive, action. It's a passion, it's a job, and they do it well. They don't let insignificant things such as words and insults get in the way of their victory. They don't care. They practice their skill, the focus on what actually matters, the games. They rely more on their own skill than their social standing. For them, actions speak louder than words. They are making real progress for gender equality in gaming. In fact, even video game giant Ubisoft has a team of all girl pro-gamers they've recruited called Frag Dolls. In addition to playing games professionally, these ladies also host community events, and have quite the following on various social networks. In these social networks, they talk to people like people, never bringing up the gender issue, because for them, it's not an issue. Speaking of progression, another group making great strides is...

Female Video Game Developers

There was recently an incident on Twitter where many men and women who work for various gaming companies brought up the topic of women being harassed in the video games industry. Female employees, that is, being insulted by male employees, getting paid less, etc. The thing is, is that this isn't just the games industry that this is happening in, and also, it's not happening to ALL the women. There were a couple of female developers that wrote articles that resonated with my own beliefs, that if you stop playing the victim, and start doing your job (above and beyond what's expected of you) then you will receive that promotion, that raise, that respect that you so rightfully earned. It does happen in the games industry, women do get ahead. Not because they're women mind you, but because they are stubborn, fearless, and willing to put up with shit to get shit done. I don't know why everyone insists on focusing on the negative when there are positive things happening. The industry is growing and more and more women ARE getting involved, and it's wonderful. We should be praising those that are doing well, encouraging their growth and continuation of progress. Rather than letting insecurities get the best of you and hating them for their success, we should be looking to them as sources of inspiration and cheering them on as the rest of us catch up. Lastly we shouldn't forget about...

Gamer Girl Journalists and Creatives

Writing is a nice hobby to have. Of course both men and women write about video games. Whether it's industry news, the latest game scores and winners, or video game reviews. We're here, and as a games journalist myself, I haven't really encountered much sexism or sexist comments when it comes to writing articles, making videos, or selling my art. That's just my personal experience though. Unless the article is extremely biased (see fem gamers above), an article written by a woman is rarely attacked based on gender alone. Decent writing, is decent writing. If it's informative and/or entertaining, you're doing it right, again, no matter your gender. Not much else to say about this group, really. Most of us just do it for fun or as a volunteer service to our community anyways. Of course, a paycheck is fine too.

On Gender

So that's the rundown of female gamers in general. As stated earlier, some girls say that women are objectified in gaming, but so too aren't the men? Just as most all women don't sport huge tits, itty bitty waists, and miniscule costumes, men aren't all gun-wielding muscle headed fighters who's only purpose in life is to destroy things. Video Games and the characters represented in them are unrealistic because it is fantasy. Most adults, and even most kids, know the difference between reality and fantasy. There are some that may not, but that's simply because they are ill-informed and/or inexperienced. And what of other genders and sexual orientations? There is a fairly large community of gay gamers and they have a voice of their own too. It's great. They seems to be more open minded about the gender issues faced by both genders, opting to be more compassionate and less hateful of their fellow gamers. There's a handful of transgendered gamers as well. Though they aren't as numerous as the other groups, they are there, and they have a voice. There's even a female pro gamer that was formerly a male that has had quite the success. Stories like that make me hopeful for the future of ALL gender equality in gaming and related activities. Lastly there's hermaphroditic gamers. Well, actually I was only able to find one and it was a thread on IGN who's only reply was an insult from another gamer. We should acknowledge them as well if we are to continue the progress for equality. I hope that soon they too find their voice within the community.

Conclusion

While there are social and gender related biases in the gaming community, these are not problems specific to the gaming community. They are found everywhere. It's not a matter of fandom, or video games, or who's who, it's a problem that runs much deeper than just the act of playing and sharing the experience that is video games. There are problems embedded deep within society, things much larger than us as individuals. While it's easy to say that we should just be nicer to each other and let that be that, it's not that easy. I think if we are to make further progress, not just in gaming, but as a world community, it should be through education, self-realization, and exercises in cultivating compassion for our fellow human beings. We need to get to the very root of why labels exist, people need to understand the mind and why their insecurities exist, why hatred exists. In having that knowledge alone, we would make great progress. We could come to the realizations of sameness rather than dwelling on differences. We could simplify our lives and just be more content. We could enrich each others lives and move forward as a whole. I hope that his article has brought to light some information that you may find useful. Thank you for reading.

Note: As far as girls in gaming? What do I know? Who made me an authority on the subject?


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Artsy Fartsy Custom Cabs

Check out the pics I took at First Friday's ArtCade show! Custom arcade cabinets, etc. Gallery HERE